I’ve dated to many guys in the past year. i’ve given to many guys a chance. i’ve been cheated and lied to. i’ve been hurt, sleepless and an emotional mess. I’ve questioned my sanity. I’ve asked myself why I’ve done some of the things I have done and why I did them. I don’t really have any answers. I don’t really know what I want. I don’t know if I set myself up for this or how I can avoid it. It just happens. I fall, they leave, I cry. I don’t beg, I don’t plead, I don’t waste my time, anymore. The smallest of things have scared me away. I don’t want to get hurt. I think I rather die alone.
i am oh so very confused.
continuing life now.